My room is really messy.. a bachelor’s paradise indeed....i don’t feel this often but realized it when i was frantically searching for the head ache medicine.. i wished all things manufactured on this planet would have a GPS system embedded...intensity of the ache really kindled my thought process...the name englossed...yuppie..I remembered it and was glad that am not affected by short term memory loss..
There is a always a logic by which people use to remember things... If that was missed then they become a patient... touch wood..i didn’t become one in this case since the brand of the panacea advertises to cure the ache of das sar!!!!... my hindi knowledge was not bad as i thought... (i passed the first level of hindi exams in second class writing with kids who are one third of my age)... am saying this with pride coz i passed the exams unexpectedly!!! Well I knew das means ten from the famous number sung by Maduri counting the numerals .. which implicitly means I knew to count till 13...
But the surprising thing is how i got to know tat sar means head??... thanks to Abishake machan...Das sar vale!!!... oh wow... did Raavan(an) really have ten heads??? Was he having one central nervous system controlling ten of his heads?? Or ten separate CPUs working, controlling and behaving as a single person....
Whatever it is how did he handle the dard in ten different heads?? Heart feels and brain thinks.... and yogis say both these needs to be in sync to live to the fullest.. i wondered if that will work for a 10:1 ratio...i used to be palpitated at times due to my continuous thought process and feel bad over the evil that men do... would a person with more than one skull be able to control all such things that eminates from all its source??? Every day activity becomes a ten man army comprising people speaking entirely unrelated languages without understanding each other... none doesn’t strike a chord to the other...
History reiterated the fact that the ten headed monster was killed for his deeds...deeds are always controversial.... but everyone has his own reason for the mistakes done... To err is human and to forgive is divine...which infers...the humans would be forgiven by the divine.... am not sure if it really happened... making an epic out of a short story is common but in reality big story out of sad stories never happens..,, but why should a land be cursed upon billions of years after the end of one emperor... a king is only a representative of the country but he is not the whole country... many times we see representatives in class not coming first.... this means that best need not represent the group and the representative is the best to represent the group...confused?? so am i...
Some famous words say..history is written by winners..so when people motivate to create history...do they mean to win with truth or just triumph...my guess is the latter is always considered though i was taught “truth alone triumphs”... due to this the sole aim becomes to win a mission and the ten headed monster that resides in everyone wakes up... men start thinking in multiple perspective which misses the link between the little hearts and the bigger brains... these mission and triumphs sometimes end up as battle.. but the brain when it kills the life inside the skeleton forgets the fact that the innocent heart is also killed... without any reason... when ten different people with similar aim come together and it magnifies negatively if it is against the welfare of few...and it only multiplies...
Then does that mean everyone has multiple personality disorder... well its not termed disorder until the body of the personality knows about each of his/her personality... most ppl know that they have different personalities inside them...many being dark...
The darkness moved away suddenly as my pupils focussed on some bright rays falling in from the windows after my ear drums heard some phonic waves... GOD...it is my own alarm... the thing adjacent to that was the much needed panacea i was searching for... am not sure if it cures the ache in ten heads.. but it cured the one that’s fixed on me..now i know...i shud keep this in a safer and easier place to remember..or maybe tattoo it on me.. it wud give less headache and eliminate any dream of this sort....Well i need to kick start my day and live my dream...to make it a reality...my dream?? well..its better not to dive into this ocean of pensieve...
